I have the ability to go anywhere... A legacy of financial torment is in my wake... soon to be evened out and slowly cleared away. It's only a matter of time. Nothing but a re-establishment of my old stability. Slow, yes... but it took years to dig this hole, I'll spend whatever time and patience it takes to regain every shred of my old control and perfect conditioning.
Then it'll be back to school.
I have no idea what I will study... but I have to find myself back at the desk. Back in the books. Pouring over the histories, reading through the dialogues... I need to dive into a subject, holding nothing back. I need the consuming fire of a true obsession, the love of a dire exploration. The desperation of a search for understanding, it's only cure the journey from which it is born.
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